HELLO :D

everything

2011-12-10T14:49:00.001+08:00

wanted to share with you guys about this book!

the story talks about this guy was diagnosed with a terminal disease and is alreadyhaving his last days . he made a promise to his wife to at least hold on after christmas, then tragedy strikes when his wife went out to get his medicine got into a car accident. without any parents and relatives to take care of his 3 children, he requested his wife parents to take them away, leaving him to die alone.

then a miracle happens, when no doctors believe he could beat death with the illness, he magically recovers. then he took his children to his wife's childhood place and with one summer, he begins to learn how to love again, and he and his children, how to become a family once more.

♥♥♥

Hi people! hope you guys are still surviving after MSTs.

was so addicted to this book, just could pry my eyes away from it, i just kept on reading and reading. furthermore its during MSTs, heh,

enjoy your holidays people <3

2011-11-26T23:03:00.001+08:00

wa, its been almost two months since i last updated. not sure if anyone is still reading? let me know leh, there's no point if i keep updating and then there is no longer any one reading right.

for this one month plus, i dont really remember what i did during october.. but for november..

i had koon's birthday. my monster friend and mrs yi~

drew a simple card for her.

brought cupcakes for her.

had jap food

aww, made me want to eat these now TT

went for a ride at the Singapore Flyer. :)

went MBS, Mediacorp for Subaru Impreza Challenge

FYP event day

and thanks to those who came and helped :) really appreciate :)

then we had toast box and koi to celebrate the end of Fyp event

then ytd we had jiale's 19th :)

ate 2d1n korean buffet, quite nice, but will stink after eating.

till then. ❤

2011-09-30T02:50:00.001+08:00

Since the holidays, I never once had a day without outings,work, tuition and stuff. First day! And I really enjoyed myself, slept till 130in the afternoon, watch drama serials, chat online, stalk blogs till now. Oh Lifeis good. J

I hate goodbyes. Just the feeling of leaving something makesme feel weird. Yesterday was my last lesson with one of my tuition students, thelast lesson before PSLE. Frankly speaking, its quite a relief to drop one of mytuition assignments, Been quite a few months teaching this student. Definitely oneof the most tiring ones, firstly, its primary 6, questions get tougher, andlocation is not that convenient too need to squeezing in LRTs. Really thankfulwhen my dad fetches me home. Timing wise, im always rushing during weekdays,after school, after project meetups. Going hungry cause there isn’t any timefor dinner. Work hard boy, though he won’t be seeing this. Looking forward tosee you get good results. :D

I was on the phone with my aunt in the afternoon. Chatting withher ah gong, Date was 29/09, two years, my ah gong, who kept my exercise bookwith me practice writing my Chinese name tucked away in one of his drawers, isnot with us for two years. I could still remember the first year I startedearning my own pocket money, I gave both my grandparents some, though not thatmuch, I could never forget his smile, him turning to my ah ma saying first timeget money from granddaughter. His shadows, his small little habits..

Though heand I were not very close, though I don’t feel the close bond between us, I guessdeep down in his heart, we are somewhere near there, kept close and deep. SometimesI wonder, if he was still alive, how things will be like now, how things will belike for my grandmother, my family, for me. But I’m still positive he is upthere, watching each and every one of us, making plans for us. That’s thereason why my grandmother won a few times of 4D :P

On Tuesday this week, I met peiqin for movie, and then weshopped for chilldren’s day presents. Brought mostly sweets and food, stockingmy rubbish supply. In the end, we got these for our students. Initially thoughtthat it was cute eh, most likely students will like. coin banks filled with sweets. But after showing it to mymother, she commented that it somehow look like some free gift I got fromdrinking yakult or vitagen. Heh. Seeing her again next week :P lee meiqi, meetsoon!

Im dreading the coming weekend and week. fyp meet ups. Tuitions,in need of chocolate, milos, sweet stuffs. Baby Charlene turning two next week.shes really clever now, full of lao hong conversation. enjoy your hols people,

Till then,

ps. follow me on twitter! lonely over there TT

life is.

2011-09-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

time flies, really flies. we are only left with 3 weeks. all i did these three weeks was to eat, tuition, go back school, meet ups, dates, spent money. hai. so dreading school, when school reopens, then i will suffocate under fyp, work. once school reopens, new time tables, then have to juggle and reschedule every tuition session, work, with stay backs in school, and korean lessons.

results are really unexpected, but it made really happy. hee. just half year to go and bye poly.

recently, a relative of mine was diagnosed with cancer, sometimes i feel that life is cruel, life is meaningless. you live your life, passing several stages, you study and work, you earn money and you spent. you marry and you give birth, then you grow old, fall sick and die. whats the point?

im a rich and wealthy young lady!

2011-09-16T23:15:00.005+08:00

hows holidays? full of FYP FYP FYP? work work work?

pissed max with the night safari halloween horrors thing. zz to HH2011 team, you guys did a really great job and we are all behind you. :)

chiong finish my work till 7am in the morning today and just awhile ago, my dad was asking me whether did i finish my work cause ive been complaining cannot finish everyday.

DAD: eh, you finish your work already ha.

ME: yea, finished yayyyy. guess what time did i finish?

DAD: er. 4am?

ME: no. till almost 7am!

DAD: oh. then you can watch show liao right.

ME: no. i got double tuition on sat and sun and monday. then monday got new work liao. TT

DAD: you takecare okay. dont keep work and work.

ME: orh nvm la. 我要做最年輕的富婆.

DAD: *glares and laugh hee.

for the past two weeks, been busy with outings, work, fyp and tuitions.

final destination 5 with ah koon.

present hunting with peiqin and kimgary with 4e2.

visited Koryo with peiqin, kimchi dong fen, soup..

fyp presentation with peepos, nihon mura after that

just homed from a belated birthday celebration, dreading the 20th.

im living life to the fullest, because life is too short to be anything but happy.

till then, :)

end of exams!

2011-09-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

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because good things are worth waiting for,

though life after exams is still filled with work and school work, but im truly glad that the exam period is over, dont need to torture your braincells into working and not to go to bed with your eyebrows knitted together. this exam period has been real long, a total of 5 papers and 3 weeks. its like never ending and i survived. but the exam results is another thing lah.

with that, we ended another torturous semester of poly year 3, another one semester to go and we are done with tertiary education. thats like so fast. people has been asking, what are you plans after poly?! bu yao wen wo. i have no idea either.

been attending beginner korean classes with peiqin, not really into kpop, not going gaga over any korean idols, though i listened to their songs. guess im really interested in korean language? i worked at a korean restaurant one okay. ha. learning a new language is hard.

i can totally understand why my tuition kid. a myanmar student learning mandarin encounter difficulties.! ha, maybe i should be more lenient and patient.

watched Cars 2 movie with usual peepos earlier and ate like im starved for days as usual. no group photo. TT

life has been okay. the usual, work work work and more work. busy, but im content and thankful for everyday. and yes. i can survive through this.

:)

the harry potter fever.

2011-07-15T15:17:00.000+08:00

the harry potter fever!

brought the whole set,7 books. cost me 252 dollars, and have to like bring the whole thing home. eat grass for next week. tsk. but its like so sad lah. the whole harry potter thing ending, like childhood movie, since primary school.

school has been hectic, fyp, tutorials, its NEVER ENDING. together with work. work work and never ending work. hai, every blogpost i did i just cant stop complaining how busy i am. but i 自找的 lah. nvm. i can still take it, i can stil survive. I CAN DO IT.

E resource fair @ T19 Foyer was on 12 July.

the next one at 19 July, at Main Library, Colours

the next next one at 26 July, Spectrum.

if you guys can come help me abit den good lah. but i understand if you guys ....

got alot of things to rant, but.. hai.

2011-06-20T03:19:00.001+08:00

the highlights of this june hols.

till date..

i met with lovely peepos for project club meeting to finish school work.

i met up with sec school people to celebrate sheena's 19th.

i went to my lovely cousins wedding. such a blissful one. <3

i went Indonesia for fishing with family.

i dont know why that face. :P

i went out with the usuals for a money spending date.

we took purikuras, ate steamboat, walk around aimlessly, watch movie,

i went tuition, after that went to service laptop. sat there for an hour plus. reason being they say if they reformat and back up for me, have to pay 130 over dollars. if i go down and do it myself then wont need to pay. me being very aunty went down and sat there to reformat laptop because theres this blue screen error popping out my laptop and keep restarting. zz forget to save one of my work and have to redo. zz

story of the day.

me, returning home with a laptop, under my papas order to eat. went to da bao some food. after da bao-ing my tea or lunch, i went home happily. just then, either my slipper broke and i tripped, or i tripped and the slipper broke. i fell down flat on the floor with a scrape on my knee, my lunch and laptop flew one side, my phone and bag flew the other way. == face and both knees red, i got up, gathered my stuffs, and walked barefoot home with half the rice out of the styrofoam box. heh. and now after a few days, the wound hardens. i turned abit too fast and knock my knee again, part of the hard hard stuff came out and is bleeding those pus and blood. gross i know. zz

went genting with family, walked around with shorts and slippers while others complained its freezing cold. quite an eventful trip i guess, supposed to be a short getaway, yet.. hai. tsk. and hor! my bus ride back. my SEAT. the control for the seat was not functioning., and i sat 90 degrees straight up on the way back. zz

celebrated aunts birthday and now im sitting down, uploading pictures, blogging, waiting for the update which is taking FOREVER.

i have been eating and eating and eating. blame it on my itchy mouth and stomach. and somehow, i guess all ah mas are afraid that their grandsons and daughters dont get enough to eat, my ah ma repeatedly ask me to eat and sleep, keep piling food on my plate which i ate and ate. very sweet ah ma. :) cant help but wish my ah gong was here to see us all grow and have families on our own. ah. lifeee

and after everything. back to reality, to school work which i had not yet done, tuition, work work and more work.

bye.

OVERRRRRRR.

2011-06-03T22:29:00.001+08:00

from tumblr.

been eating lots of chocolates and loads of junk food everyday. exam stress luh. eating and not exercising makes me a slower and a retarded kid.

i have a huge ulcer in my mouth but it is not going to stop me from eating chocolates, all the fried and spicy food that i love.

i have huge amount of work undone, lots of tuition, full of plans and things to do this coming holidays, but i dont really care.

i have a huge hole in my pocket because i spend alot today. but i dont care because i truly deserve it and i had fun with dearest people.

exams are over, and whatever the results is, i tried my best, cross fingers and only worry about it when the time comes, which is like 3 weeks later.

i have tuition early in the morning tomorrow, meeting meiqi and peiqin later. tired, but i dont really mind cause i can sleep for like 12 hours straight after that.
im homed, and using the laptop for the first time in dont know how many days. browsing through pictures.

i guess im happy. for the time being yes

loveeeeee <3

let's reflect.

2011-05-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

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let's reflect. lets say. round off okay. im almost 20 now, assuming that an average person lives up till 80 years old. which means to say im almost done with one quarter of my life. what are the achievements that i have in my life? i had my butt seated down, and after hours of thinking. i came with the conclusion that i have no achievements at all in my life. minus away the bursaries and primary school ug company awards.

yes. my life is so so wasted. so wasted that i feel somebody would have lead my life better than i did if they have a chance.

im no good at my studies.
i cant do any sports.
i have got no talent at doing anything.
i have no skills that i can support myself with.
i suck at relationships.

so demoralized that i feel so useless.
so demoralized that i see completely no light in my future.

though poly life is ending very soon, perhaps too late to have regrets. yes. friends are lovable, event experience can be fun. i seriously fear im going to be jobless in the future, nobody is going to hire me, when there are ALOT more people having the same diploma cert as me, better results as me, maybe i will still be surviving on doing part time jobs everywhere. and even if i really had a job, i have a feeling i'll be stuck at that position with the same amount of salary for years, be on that job till my hair becomes white.

university after poly? i dont know either, yah. i know getting further studies does good for one's career since theres diploma graduates everywhere. money's one thing. what to pursue for is another thing. definitely a change in course of study? direction-less. i'm tired of juggling work and school at the same time. even if i sign up for night classes. it also means work and school. i really dont know.

seen less rich people who cannot afford schooling like my dad, doing hard labour, just to keep the family going. how hard this is, then blaming self for being not able to give their kids things that other families can afford to give. yet trying to give us what he can, holidays, whatever he can. this has definitely made me to set my mind on getting a good job and giving him life that i feel he truly deserved about years of hardwork. im a big girl now, to lighten his load. which is why im now taking two tuition assignments and another home base data entry job apart from school. yes im mad, but i think i can pull through. just one year more.

i always feel that life is against me, i complain, i whine. but im trying to be thankful in life for whatever i have. thank you to whoever up there, who has a plan for me.

God will make a way
when there seems to be no way.
he works in ways we cannot see
he will make a way for me.
he will be my guide
hold me closely to his side
with love and strength for each new day
he will make a way for me.

=)

2011-05-17T19:10:00.000+08:00

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how about you guys? holding on to that little bit of faith or the ones that are tearing you apart? i dont know either. both i guess.

school was. erm. much more hectic and work heavy though timetable was quite okay if minus away the 8am lessons.

its just like week of hell every week. as long as you finish something. some other thing comes. over and over again. never ending.

and its like so fast lah. its week 5 this week. week 7 exams already.

been reading quite alot lately. perhaps one of the few new year resolutions i did tried to follow.

a fruitful weekend.

2011-05-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

really has been a fruitful weekend.

the only thing i remembered about the weekdays is the movie out with meiqi.

A Chinese Ghost Story. really nice. and guess what. its my first movie with meiqi.

feel really satisfied, never watch any drama this weekend like so nan de lah.

normally weekends are for drama serials :P

spend a day out after tuition with baby charlene and aunt. on saturday

its amazing how kids grow, from a tiny fragile baby to now. baby charlene knows how to say

'mah mi, jzhie jzhie and ah yi now' though pronouciation not that right ah.

but still. heart literally melted when i hear her say.

went home did some work and then stayed up the night for the election results.

i didnt know i can get so hooked on the election news. used to be so heckcare about these stuffs. but recently with the new candidates coming up for both pap and opposition parties. and then my dad started the lecture about long long history about elections and things that happen years ago. its quite interesting. maybe because of the lecture my father gave, set me thinking and somehow had already take sides on which party im on. after all, its only a 5 year once thing.

two tuitions on sunday. homed. napped. did some editing of powerpoint slides.

its going to be another tough week ahead. school. stay back do work. tuition, home. thats my routine. yes i can do it. yes i'll pull through. and now. its sunday. and i cant wait for the weekend.

just to say

2011-04-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

just to say.

1) interns are NOT cheap labours.

2) interns are here to learn and not clear all your shit work.

not that i mind doing those stuffs. but if am doing such type of work everyday. you call that learning? i dont think so ley :(

3) doesnt mean they will only be here for 6 weeks.
"learn already they also leaving mah" then dont teach them anything :/

thats how life is.

2011-04-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

school is starting in a week.

my internship is ending, 4 more working days!

in less than ONE WEEK.

I'll be starting OUR FINAL YEAR.

my brother will be starting year one in SP.

been a while since i updated.

just last week, my laptop died on me. and guess what.

everything is gone. EVERYTHING. rawr.

just four more days, i'll be returning back to school life, leaving intern company.

mixed feelings, more of happy i guess, the people there are nice,

just that i really dont like stoning life.

but im dreading going back to school, those endless lectures and tutorials and fyp coming up.

the period where i have to juggle between school and work. okay. fine im contradicting.

few months ago, the guppies my family kept in the fish tank all died.

just last night, my dad brought gold fishes and they are now swimming happily inside the tank. yay.

I have no idea what i am heading after poly.

im direction-less and i see no light in my future. ==

so this sums up my week.

2011-03-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

so this sums up my week.

exams ended last week, so i got a few days to NUA at home before ITP.

1) i met meiqi for dinner at jp, borrowed some books to read. she loan me some of her office wear. if not i will be repeating my office wear during the 6 weeks of intern ==

2) i treated mum and bro ajisen at imm because i just got my pay. then i head to NTUC income at bras basah, for my late ang bao. have to change to office wear then can enter. == after ang bao met aunt and cousin at bugis for shopping. spent loads there, including a pair of killer heels.

3) i wore my killer heels out and couldnt tahan after i reach yew tee mrt for my tuition. walked like penguin *ahem to lot 1 cause i need to return some library books. then the pain really cannot tahan so i decided to take cab home. and i borrowed 6 books, take cab ma. borrow more lor. haha. :P

4) i met my same course but different class ITP mate on the first day of intern. shes really nice. and after the briefing, we were separated ==. waited for supervisors to come fetch us. so i went lunch alone with supervisor and he drove me back to jurong. . AWKWARD and WEIRD much.lucky its at jurong, if not i have to wake up super early

he introduced me to office and everyone. and i couldnt remember their names. cause theres so many of them

but the people there are really friendly, sweet, and everything nice, not like some other places that i worked else where. :P

when they learn that i will be only there for 6 weeks, they are like 'huh so fast' but time passes really slow, REAL SLOW when you got nothing to do.

but i guess i'll miss the people there when i leave. ha.

5) so most of the time, i stone and day dream in my seat with a quiet eerie cold environment and a flat butt. so uneasy. every one making calls, the mouse clicking. the sounds of photocopying and fax machines sound. super uneasy for me. cause theres nothing for me to do. and im so worried about my empty log book.

6) followed supervisor to meeting. awkward max. i just follow around and smile like a 跟屁蟲 and a body guard.

7) worried when my LO comes visit and see me stone, rot and day dream over there.

8) i met peiqin, bro and shuzhen for dinner after intern. thats my motivation to endure the 8 to 6 office hours. ==

9) me and peiqin went koryo to eat and memories just keep flooding back. been quite some time since i worked there. cant get used to office work i guess.

10) we ate alot at koryo. initial plan wasnt to be a free loader okay! but kitchen staff treated us. we ate and behaved like people starved for days or what. pictures please peiqin! :P

11) i met peiqin again today. went to library to return and borrow books while waiting for her to end tuition. we ate alot, wasted our money on the push doll machine. cheat peoples feeling =P

12) the temp staff beside me commented that i looked tired. maybe partly because i was yawning away. HAH. i replied her. its okay la. i look tired every day and she agreed. ==

13) needa meet group mates for FYP and stuff this holidays. already so tired after work. this school hor. you think we very free is it. hai.

its friday, i only need to teach tuition tmr, and plan is to sleep the whole day after that.

sunday have to teach tuition and rush down for a event job that aunt introduced. then monday everything starts over again.

thats about all i guess. sorry for the not so good english and never ending rantings.

reached home and saw the 11pm news, saw the japan flood thing.

scary much, the waves so strong that buildings, vehicles and ships are like being swept away.

book read today: sometimes things just happen for a purpose which we might not understand.

~~sometimes things just happen for a reason~~.

*laughs* but i dont see why japan has to suffer such a thing.

be grateful, blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting.

thats my motto now. whats yours?

Perfect Match

2011-02-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

if you guys do stalk my plurk, heh. i brought the book back to school wanting to return it, but as i stepped out of my exam hall. i couldnt stop ranting about how paralyzed my hand felt. and how i wrote non stop for that two hours. okay nevermind.

The story opens with a prologue in which an unnamed female character in a courtroom inexplicably shoots the defendant four times as he approaches his defense attorney. The shooter, as revealed, is Assistant District Attorney Nina Frost and the defendant a priest. At the time of the trial (and shooting) she had been led to believe that Father Szyszynski had sexually abused her five-year-old son Nathaniel after lab tests had confirmed that his semen was found in the child's underpants, and Nathaniel had orally accused Father "Glen" Szyszynski of molesting him.

taken from wiki!

its really a good book, how far would you go for your son in the name of justice, and love? no reasons why. so i feel that love is rather an amazing thing?

okay people, go read! since the holidays are coming. HA.

exams are almost over. just one more to go, regardless of the results, i think i did my best already. :)

anyway, im having my internship this coming holiday. placed at People's Association at Lavenders. i need to report at 830. so im leaving house at 7 to fight the morning train crowd. have to fight my way home too, wish me luck people. nervous about the internship, yet hope to learn new things that might be useful when i step into the working industry in 1 year? wish me luck people.

on the other hand, i cant wait to meet up with my triplets, my laopo men (i have alot) HA. for food gatherings, shopping trip, spamming of pictures. even if i have ITP. after itp need to be busy about final year project le ley. need to enjoy life in school before working right!

im living life positively, its hard. sometimes i get really tired too. sometimes its the attitude that counts right. strive. and endure.!

nineteen. but,

2011-02-22T02:56:00.000+08:00

my family went for dinner today at IMM. and ran into mums friend doing some kind of a free health check at a shop. with a drop of blood. and my brothers test result was good. healthy. hai.my test results was disastrous. heh,

somethings wrong with my digestive system.

sometimes wrong with my kidney.

somethings wrong with my hormones.

somethings wrong with my cholesterol.

somethings wrong with my bloodflow.

that uncle: 這個年紀不應該這樣的, (you shouldnt be in this state given your age)

advice was to have a regular sleep habit. not too late. and not too much, and exercise more. . and

im only nineteen.

maybe its true laa. i've got a very short 生命線. on my palm. maybe i'll die young.

on a side note, some friend of dad also said that my 智慧線 not good. TT

oh my tian. and its 3am now. ==

nights world.

cherish life, stop complaining. because you are alot more fortunate than others out there

2011-02-12T00:45:00.003+08:00

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The cashier said, “I’m sorry, but you don’t have enough money to buy this doll.” Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ”Granny, are you sure I don’t have enough money?” The old lady replied: ”You know that you don’t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.” Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. “It’s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.” I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her afterall, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. “No, Santa Claus can’t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.” His eyes were so sad while saying this. “My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.” My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: “I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.” Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me “I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won’t forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn’t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.” Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. “Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?” “OK,” he said, “I hope I do have enough.” I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said: “Thank you God for giving me enough money!” Then he looked at me and added, “I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!” “I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn’t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.” “My mommy loves white roses.” A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn’t get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn’t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine.

original text at doublelife

its wordy! but please read!

cherish life, stop complaining. live everyday as if the day was your last one.
forgive and forget. help others if you can. cause one good deed deserves another.

live life, be thankful, be grateful cause you are alot more fortunate than others out there.

its more blessed to give than to receive. =)

happy new year.

2011-02-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

hey. happy new year! may this rabbit year be a better year for everyone! :D

PINEAPPLE TARTS,

LOVE LETTERS

STEAMBOAT

you name it. haha

been a long time since i updated. and thanks alot for those birthday wishes and presents. you guys are so great laaa. took time to buy presents and make time to celebrate it with me. i really appreciate it. :D

already dreading the end of chinese new year break. which will meant more work more more work.

reached home awhile ago. and all i wanna do is to sit there and stone. dont want change. dont want move. dont want do anything.

just something to share!

this is grandpa eeyore!

this is papa and mama eeyore!

this is baby potayoreee!

tsk. and potayore has this TONKEY wife. =P

eeyore family hahahahaha.

have a great holiday new year break :)

im just disappointed.

2011-01-13T21:49:00.001+08:00

disappointed. i dont feel loved, i dont feel trust.

all i feel that im a money making machine.

im tired, im disappointed, im demoralized.

some new year resolutions? :D

2011-01-02T01:12:00.000+08:00

hi -its 2011 already.

01-01-2011 to be exact. the first post of 2011

some new year resolutions?

1. top of the list is to stay healthy.

need to manage time properly. together with school work, work, tuition, of course some time for self, to sleep, to watch my drama serials. hohoo!

i get enough sleep, probably 6 hours everynight? but yet still feel really sleepy. the thing is that i never really had a good night sleep. i dreamt of all sorts of weird weird dreams during sleep, and while waiting for sleep to come, i think of countless weird weird things too. so maybe thats the reason why i like to read books before i sleep, when i read, my eyes gets tired. and i fall asleep faster too. lesser time for me to think and worry of countless stuffs! :)

2. read more books?

yea. lots of sad sad stories? the thing with sad sad stories is that, after reading them, i've learnt to appreciate life more. i learnt lessons that life isnt as perfect as it seems, no perfect endings, i see how people make decisions, deal with obstacles in life. but, who dont like happy endings?

maybe i should read more happy books. but i really like sad stories =P
maybe i can read happy books in my sad sad emo circle =P

3. i worry too much.

i think i should not worry too much, such worthless stuffs, think so much for what? doesnt really help! just let things go naturally. i believe everything happens for a reason and someone up there has his plans for me. a better way that will work out better :)

4. i need more healthy food.

according to the documentary, i belong to the heavy users, for fast food. ahh. i think i need more healthy food. less maggi. ahh.

ha. i think i will never ever achieve this one. TT

5. i want to use the things i buy faithfully!

and not dump them aside after one or two uses, so that my clothes would not be filled of useless clothes and stuffs that wouldnt use!

6. i have to move my butt out of my chair, i sit and sit. and i cant remember when was my last time shifting my butt outdoors for some fresh air, to exercise and sweat. with my new job, i stick my butt to the chair for hours. ahh. i missed running around like a szb when im still a waitress. heh.

some exercise, whether is it cycling or what.

7. i want to earn as much money as possible! i want to see money inside my bank account increase. money inside bank account is pathetically low. zz

because the whole world is about money.

of course not earning money. but also save money! not spending on all those wants. but needs. but sometimes its good to pamper one self for working so hard right! hoho!

8. i think i really need to treasure what i've, and not complain about things that i dont have.

im thankful that ive got family and friends that are nice to me.
quality instead of quantity eh?

9. im going to be a very very very very kind person this year, =P

cherish what ive have, be grateful and stop complaining,

i will live 2011 with thankfulness!

hopefully it'll be a better year eh?
yea. IT WILL BE. I DONT CARE. i insist :D

have a great year ahead everyone! :)

hello 2011!

2010-12-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

2010 is leaving. 2011 is coming.

time flies. a year after a year, i believe the coming year will be a better year. yes?

im getting really, err. scared of the new year, which will also be the final year of poly life.

whats after poly life? i really dont know either. sometimes, will feel sick of studying and earning money. on the other hand, i cant wait to grow up, enter the working industry, stepping into another phase of life. ah, im contradicting.

pictures in facebook order. its either we never take pictures for certain outings. or you guys never upload and tag me!

so this 2010...

meiqi's 18th. :)

my 18th :)

peiqins failed 18th bleh*

chinese new year 2010 with family. :)

chinese new year with 03 peeps.

first neo print with triplets.

body world with project mates, tong xue, peng you and laopo :) hoho

rare meetup with koon and momo's itp :)

conference event with jiale and evelyn. :)

HK with 03 peeps. my first time on areoplane ley.

wantings birthday!

butter squid and dessert after school! :D

ntuc run event. eh eh. this event never upload group picture ah! tsk.

i change phone! :D

toy story and picnic preparation! :D

picnic! :D

marina barrage site visit! :D

evelyn's birthday plus national museum site visit! :D

random group shot during school! :D

yicongs 18th.

its bye to a work friend off to Taiwan furthering studies!

bonding session plus jienings 18th! :D

first pon lesson with koon = starbucks breakfast.

is it first? omg.

the day where my first cam makes its first trip! :D

shuzhen's talk! :D

new friends made! :D

bukom trip! :D

shuzhens, ernie, ben and jerry!

the failed museum trip, the failed blood donation. and sp star later at night. omg. :)

night safari with hippos and sickening people =P

museum trip! :D

yay!

shopping with koon!

everything with fries with peiqin and sheena. :D

universal studios with aunt and cousins. thats when my camera died. -.-

christmas with 4e2 peeps.

christmas gifting at koryo with peiqin.

i believe theres lots more outings without pictures. cant possibly have so little pictures only right! and im laughing to myself when looking at the pictures, those epic moments, those priceless expressions, those sweet memories and the fun times, jokes, gossips that we have.

awww. sometimes, when life is hard on you, friends and family are the ones that brightens up your life, kicking obstacles along the way, anything not good, just laugh it off.

say bye to 2010, welcoming 2011,

ITS SO GONNA BE A BETTER YEAR! :D

2010-12-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

via Self Proclaimed Wise Man

its c for christmas, its c for chocolates and candies

its c for chinese new year, its c for chinese new year goodies.

its v for valentines, its v for veryyummy chocolates.

am having chicken and mushroom pie, koi caramel milk tea at colours now :D

life... is all about ups and downs, and.

FOOD. =P

its been long.

2010-12-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

its been long. since i last updated!

2010 is leaving, 2011 is nearing.

its school holidays now. somehow, i dont have the 'holiday mood'

its christmas now. i dont have the 'christmas mood'

i always say i want to shop, but im seriously broke.

i always say i want to save money, but i can never stop spending.

most of my time, i spend it working, i complain that i do not have time for myself.

when i finally have some free time, i feel so damn weird not doing anything.

awww.

been long since i updated! i left koryo restaurant. but still return for visits, its my first job. and the longest job i had! i work for a telemarketer job, ask me about this job, i'll throw tons of vulgarities! i left, im now tutoring. (always have been) and landed myself on a ntuc income job, teleworker, homed based. guess i wont be changing jobs any sooner.

i declare. that im a workaholic. i declare, i 頭殼壞.

i cant help but agree with the above sentence too.

bleh

2010-11-27T20:31:00.001+08:00

via leilockheart

i just realise, all my posts, like no longer related to my daily life, i used to post pictures from outings. updates about school, work, friends. recently, all my posts are all emotional, what i call you gan er fa (有感而發) posts. what caused the change? i dunno either.

time to concentrate on my studies, cherish those who are worth, and continuing believe that

i can and i will (=

its christmas. :D

2010-11-25T19:19:00.000+08:00

and before you know it, its going to be december.

its going to be 2011, and before that, its christmas :D

via gloomyreflection

i love it, when there are christmas trees in almost every shopping centre i see.

i love the decorations you see on the trees, mistletoes, led lights, little santas.

i love it, when you see christmas sales sign.

i love it when you stepped into a shop, you see people wearing santa hats.

i love those christmas carols.

i love shopping gifts for people.,

not to forget, i love having gifts too.

i love chocolates, candy canes.

i love pretty log cakes

i love eating cakes yum yum.

i love exchanging presents,

i love christmas cards!

i love santa's big tummy.

ahh. i really really love christmas!!!

its the season to be jolly falalalala~

and before that, its exam period. 5 papers. in 5 days. heh.

endure, work hard. i can. and i will (=

school

2010-10-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

via cupcake(s) of the day

ahhh! so pretty! how can you bear to eat them!

been downloading free apps on phone and i have no time to play them all. and sometimes its irritating when some app stops after a few stages and wants you to buy the full version.

no money nah~ why not just give us play! haha =P

school has been taxing. its tuesday. and im feeling v v v v v tired alreadyy! thank goodness this sem, will lesser of 8am lessons. no more morning wars. only war with the 5pm train.

anyway, if you see my plurk, you'll know my tuiton kid got first in class for chinese compo. thats so OMG. haha. miracles can happen. after all the vomiting blood. and all the scoldings. when asked to write a compo, he'll write

'me and friend went to some killing school, i killed how many, his friend killed how many.all the rubbish' in chinese. cause his parents cant read or speak chinese so he'll just scribble paragraphs of words for his parents to check. zzz made me vomit blood.

heh, bye!

i need another ricebowl.

with thankfulness, i live each day.

2010-10-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

school has been. erm. taxing and draining. especially tuesday. 3 lectures in a row. tahan the first lecture, slept the second and the third one. hmm.

been a busy week, school, work at koryo. tuition, dinner with friends, flu, sleep, eat. its the exam period already. jiayou to everyone, especially to bro, cousin and tuition kid. make sure you do well, or at least improve. so i wont lost my rice bowl. -.-

happy birthday daddy! love! one of the rare pictures i have with dad. heh.

thanks for working so hard for the family.

thanks for the late night talks.

thanks for the fetch whenever i return late home.

thanks for always driving me home from work despite your work commitments,

thanks for buying dinner, cooking supper for me whenever i say i want

thanks for always fixing anything i need.

thanks for being there whenever im not happy.

thanks for patting my head and tucking me in at night.

thanks for .. everything. (L)

...

words cant describe, how thankful, how blessed i am to have you as my dad!
though you wont see this, i just want to make known to the world. that

im a lucky, blessed kid.

why complain about the things you dont have? cherish and be thankful of what you have now.

with thankfulness, i live each day.

strive, endure. i can. nights.

2010-10-17T13:28:00.000+08:00

via mickeyandminnie

sorry bullseye, we cant do anything fun already. cause schools starts tomorrow. :(

school school school.

eat and eat

2010-10-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

via mickeyandminnie

i've been doing nothing this holidays except work and work. and. like the above picture.

eat and eat. chomp chomp, bite bite, munch munch, yum yum.
i have this pa sa malam opposite my house and every night without fail, my house is sure to be filled with food. cup corn, mua chee, sausages, takos. ahh, you name it.

im working at these koryo restaurant. every morning, breakfasts with work colleagues, then korean lunch, kimchi and stuff. heh, den after work, coffee with whipped cream on top. or KOI. with 70 percent sugar. ahh. -.-

met usual peeps last week, and we went go go curry. ahh. food sums up my holiday. and schools opening already.. heh. time flies. cant wait for the next holiday. heh. just a short post to keep this blog alive.

endure and endure. till den.

blood runs thicker than water!

2010-09-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

koi! brought koi for bro, funny it may seems, no matter how hard you fought with your siblings, how irritated you are with him, siblings are siblings correct?

we fought over everything, maybe its the small age gap or what.

we fight over the tv remote, fight over the toilet, fight over the sofa seat, we fight over who gets the bigger piece of chocolate or what. heh. ahh.

but as years go by, we grow. and of course, there are still quarrels, but deep inside we still care for each other alot! hoho. shant elaborate =P

blood runs thicker than water. true eh? the unbreakable bond.

there was once he wrote a compo, about me, i read and i cried. omg.

whatever is it. he just ended prelims and is going for os.

jiayou k! as long as you work hard, everything will be okay! endure alright! ♥

scoliosis

2010-09-28T00:19:00.001+08:00

yea. like the title says. scoliosis.

this is what the nurses are trying to diagnose everyday during the health screening in school everyday, the forward bending test, they ask you to put your feet together and then bend forward. remember remember? why the reason to blog this? my aunt recently had a really bad case of back problem, really bad. after x rays and blood tests, and it was diagnosed with scoliosis that wasnt treated properly during the olden days. one of the reasons why her back and ribcages are in pain now.

i forgot all about it until now. im a victim too. heh heh. i googled it. information from wiki. no images to show. i dont want to be reminded of my nightmare TT google it!

scoliosis is a medical condition in which a person's spine is curved from side to side. Although it is a complex three dimensional deformity, on an xray, viewed from the rear, the spine of an individual with scoliosis may look more like an 'S' or a 'C' than a straight line. heh. girls are eight times more, of higher chance of getting diagnose with this as compared to guys eh. you guys can google it.

mine, is curved to the left, so, my right shoulder blade is higher.

there is no known causes to it, but genetics are said to play a part. so yea. both my aunts had it, and yet out of all cousins, im the lucky one. heh heh. i was diagnosed with it during primary 5 or 6. i dont remember, cause its quite mild, but i need to return to health promotion board every six months. the usual routine. queue here queue there, measure height, weight, queue for xray. queue for xray results, then queue for consultations. TT

during my lower secondary years, my condition became serious that. i need bracing! curve of spine was larger than 25 degrees but smaller than 45 or 40.

bracing- normally done when the patient has bone growth remaining and is generally implemented to hold the curve and prevent it from progressing to the point where surgery is recommended. it involves fitting the patient with a device that covers the torso;

corset like appliance that fits from armpits to hips and is custom made from fibre glass or plastic. worn 22-23 hours a day and applies pressure on the curves in the spine.

it causes emotional and physical discomfort, Physical activity may become more difficult because the brace presses against the stomach, making it difficult to breathe. Children may lose weight from the brace, due to increased pressure on the abdominal area.

ahh, i was only 42 kg last time. wore at least 22 hours a day for one year plus. thats probably the darkest period of my time, i didnt know slouching your back can be so xingfu. heh. so it continued for a year plus. then when i went for check up, they said i stopped growing. height stagnant. so err can dunnid wear alreadyy. dunno whether is it a good thing or a bad thing?

so im stucked at this height for good. heh. whatever, im so glad im over that period. through this, back too used to being upright and straight. i dunno how to slouch now. heh.

this is the most wordy post i have ever written. lesson learnt. dont slouch. and take care of yourself!

and and, anyone knows how to get rid of such computerized tags and spam? dont like!

ha. thanks for readingg. bye.

cute stuffs.pretty foods.

2010-09-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

via restartmyheart

Awwwwwwwwwww.. how can one not go ahhhhh when they see this? how cute. would like to have pets in my house in the future =P

via prettyfoods

and i dont care if these are fattening or what, dont you guys agree with me that they are too good to resist. :D theres alot more, but. heh heh. shall control =P heeee.

and and i still haven had my mac ice cream yet. heh.

clementi koi opened! woo. desperate me and koonie went breakfast at clementi at 9 in the morning. haha. praying hard that koi will open, they will cater to those morning office people. hahah. audience needs, too much of event creation. hmm. results are almost out. damn scared. but koi wasnt open and both of us went breakfast at mos burger. waffles, omelette, ham, coffee. salad. :D haha. was late for work after that. punch card at 1012. heh.

這個世界什麼種人都有. agreee?

everything random, chucked together. (:

2010-09-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

tadaaa. my very neat table. my table has been a mess for dunno how long alreadyy. and everytime my mum nags me, i will reply her. aiya. pack le i still need study. also luan! haha. after exam then pack. heh. its so neat that my mum wants to present me with a trophy. thats what she said. heh.

life has been pretty routine. im okay with it, used to it. im someone, who dislike changes, dislike quarrels, dislike conflicts. heh. will avoid if can. bleh

my name has officially become 小妹

you guys can call me xiao mei (小妹) now.

aunty: 你叫什麼名字?

me: 叫我小妹就可以了. Everyone in that restaurant calls me that. Hoho.

seriously, i need to adjust my meal times, its irregular and erm. its either. eat too much or never eat. heh. i ate rice, soup, yakun kopi peng and 1.5 pieces of bread for lunch. and ate nothin for dinner. hehh. muahahaahah

happy mid autumn festival. (:

when was the last time you guys played with lanterns and candles? i haven been doing it for a long time. kind of miss the times, when i was downstairs at the park, playing with candles, burning leaves and with everything i can find.

中秋節快樂. ♥

無事不登三寶殿.

2010-09-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

i have lots to say. lots of feelings hard to describe. yet as i stare at this empty screen. i cant make out the words that i feel i should type to express myself.

無事不登三寶殿.

真心換真心?

還是換來的全是還是利用欺騙隱瞞?

為何..

為何世界那麼奇怪?

為何人心那麼的險惡?

為何人總是那麼的現實?

這個世界好黑暗...

i'll try, to survive in such a ahem world.

someone enlighten me. thank you.

pikachuuuuu!!

2010-09-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

via accidentalsongs

ahh. i used to have these. i used to remember their names, what evolves into what and stuff.i used to bring them all out, stack them group them, look at them and feel happy. then packed them back into a box, feeling very satisfied and happy. i used to watch them every week on saturday at 1030am on kids central. i used to read their storybooks and comics. heh. childhood..

and this reminds me, of one scene, when i was clearing plates for one of the tables, their conversation was i think about pokemon and cartoons. randomly, that guy asked me, 'hey do you know pikachu?' i nodded. then he asked 'do you know stitch?' i nodded. and he turned to his friend and said. 'see, everyone knows pikachu'

okay. totally random. but now. stitch reminds me of jieningggg!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIENINGG!. 18 AND LEGAL! ♥

on a happier note, exams are officially over. whether is it well done or badly done, it doesnt matter now, cause its over. so yea. holidays are here. haha. gotta look at the past pictures and recalled what i've done, then having happy thoughts or emotional thoughts. trying to step out of my sad sad circle. i must. haha.

stay tuned! ♥
will be having more updates.

快樂幾時變的那麼簡單

人幾時變的那麼不容易滿足

世界幾時變的那麼邪惡

the reason why im going on a hiatus!

2010-08-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

heres a look of my messy table and the stack of notes that im going to torture my brain in memorizing for the coming exams! poor brain! heh. poor me. ><

so this is why, im going on a hiatus!

spells hiatus! will be back after the exams! which ends on the 16!

i know i can! i can because i think i can!

i know you guys can too! you can because i think you can! (:

ahh. enough of my nonsense. good luck everyoneee! jiayou! add oil :D

miss me! ♥

2010-08-21T17:29:00.003+08:00

Someday we'll know

If love can move a mountain

Someday we'll know

Why the sky is blue

Someday we'll know

Why i wasn't meant for you.

chanced upon this song when stalking one of the tumblrs.

its on my playlist now! ♥

its scary how you can mean the world to someone one day and nothing the next, as if the days leading up to this dont count for anything.

via Eletheowl

its two weeks alreadyy. and nothing done. heh heh. motivations please? :D

what if i can because i think i can wont work? or dont?

2010-08-18T21:03:00.004+08:00

my dad fetched me a few days ago after work, den i suddenly had craving for cheese fries. i told my dad. and he says that at home got tau suan already. so me, being a very special kid (heh heh) told me dad.

you know, experts from somewhere has shown that eating tau suan, together with cheese fries, can improve one's intelligence. heh heh. then my dad replied me without thinking, experts from another somewhere said that eating cheese gives your senile dementia.

=3=

guess my dads too used to my nonsense already. heh. ♥

to think after that para i stoned for like half an hour wondering what to type. haha.

work has been chaotic, filled with dramas everyday. complaining of back sores. heh.

if you stalked my plurk, you'll know that. i have not yet touched any of the school stuffs ever since school closes. knowing what to start and what to tackle is one thing. getting yourself seated at the table, forcing your brain to do work is another thing. heh.

you know sometimes, something just creeps up behind you, making you feel so down and sad, but you dunno the reason why. yet the weirdness and the heaviness weighs there, down, deep inside your heart. hard to get rid. but it stays there. im feeling like this right now. feeling sad and emo, pissed at everything the way is. dont feel like smiling.

yet the thing is. i dont know whats the reason behind it. heh.

someone enlighten me?

知足~♥

2010-08-13T23:28:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAYY! :D

happy me went dating with koon, momo and evelyn yesterday. happy me had yoshinoya for lunch. happy me went arcade ytd. happy me went to watch pck the movie yesterday. happy me had nachos and home baked cookies from evelyn. happy me had berrylite yoghurt yesterday, happy me had tako and koi yesterday. happy had taiyaki and sushi yesterdayy! :D

HAPPY IS ME :)

shall blog after the pictures are up on Facebook!

just to share this video! makes me feel really... time really flies!

work chaotic as usual, free breakfasts and coffees. really blessed (:

went school library after work today, improvement k! borrowed one not so sad story. schools abit too empty. haha

Always make your presence be felt in such a way that someone misses you, but dont make your absence so long till someone starts learning to live without you. - from one of the tumblrs i stalked. but i dont remember which already.

see people! before i really forget, and start learning to live without you, better come date me or what! or just a sms, a call to show that you still remember me! :D

till then! ♥

2010-08-10T22:44:00.004+08:00

via cheeseandmusic

Shooting stars are not stars at all. They are just rocks that enter the atmosphere and catch fire under friction. What we wish on, when we see one, is only a trail of debris.

from my sisters keeper.

ha. i still believe. in fate, in shooting stars, not a trail of debris. :D

你們呢? 是否願意相信真心許願願望就能實現. 是否願意抱著一絲絲的希望堅信自己許的願望終究會實現.. 我相信! :)

sometimes when i say "im okay", i want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "i know you are not"

till then! ♥

my sisters keeper~

2010-08-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

i pull my chair closer to the hospital bed. 'do you remember the summer we signed you up for camp?. And the night before you left, you said you'd change your mind and wanted to stay home? I told you to get a seat on the left side of the bus, so that when it pulled away, you'd be able to look back and see me there, waiting for you.' i press her hand against my cheek, hard enough to leave a mark. 'You get that same seat in Heaven. One where you can watch me, watching you. '

from my sisters keeper~! this para made me teared while on the bus! tsk. too emotional or what?

saw a great deal of cars and anxious parents on the roadside, waiting to fetch their child from school, while on the way to work. which set me thinking,

n years ago. im like so excited about going to school/home all alone. its like a stage where you finally are big enough to do things by yourself.

now, what wouldnt i give for, for someone to fetch me after school, after work, whether is it with an umbrella, or driving, or waiting at home for me with a hot hot dinner. heh.

im getting too emotional, in need of happ-iest pills now.

happy hols! :D and before i forget, muaahaha. date me! :D

bookworm~!

2010-08-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

just because today is a bad day, doesn't mean that tomorrow might not be the best day of your life. you just have to wake up and get there.

via more than just a pretty face

so we just have to endureeee! :)
endure endureee!

been reading alot recently, haha bookwormmmm!

books i have with me now:
my sisters keeper!
cry silent tears!
the tenth circle!
the devil wears prada!

anyway, evelyn commented that the books i read are too much of sad stories and tragedies. but thats the way life is right! don't worry, i won't turn into an emo book worm. im still one positive kid! say yay!
:D

okay, nth else to say already! have a good holiday! :D

2010-08-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

i officially declare that, i'm freeee during the holidays!

anyone wants to date me?

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haha! dont read and go! leave a tag please peopleee!

i miss MY PEIQIN, AND MEIQI! hoho!

Meiqi jiayou for your dip plus test k! :D loveeee!

hello 03! been long since we went out for movies or dinner already right! everyone been so so busy with their own stuff. :(

take care people, the weather is crazy!

2010-07-31T15:35:00.004+08:00

credits to wiki! :D

been ages since i last updated!

been ages since i have my Saturday free to laze around at home!

been ages since i borrowed library books to read. haha. not to mention, this is my FIRST time borrowing books from Sp library. :D

anyway, borrowed this novel by Jodi Picoult, The Pact. wanted to borrow My Sister's Keeper to read. cause the movie was really good. stumbled upon this book, The Pact.

Read the synopsis here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Pact

nice story, sad, tragic yet beautiful

how about you? he loved her so much that he is willing to kill her, at her request, cause it hurts him so much to see her in so much pain.

they say those are left behind, suffered the most.

stay strong! :)

2010-07-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

hello people, its been a long week. I'm back. nothing to blog about lately. no outings. no pictures, no inspiration!

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i feel like this EVERY MORNING, and EVERY LECTURE! my eyes close unknowingly just half an hour to the lecture. especially after lunch lectures. and its contagious k! once the person beside you sleeps, soon enough your eyes will close. the reason might be partly due to the aircon, low temperature causes things to slow down and stop functioning!

the moment i leave the aircon room, i start complaining that its hot.

the moment i step inside the aircon room, i complained that its too cold. zzz

i went blood donation todayy! went last year too but was rejected because they say my blood veins are too small already! come again next year. this year, after all the filling forms and stuff, was rejected by the medical screening. reason because i went Indonesia last month! they have to draw blood to test for malaria which im unable to, cause i 1kg short to reach the weight criteria. tsk. koonie says should eat footlong subway instead of the 6 inch one i had for lunch!. hen cutee! :D she's like super funny ah! when im studying for MSTS, i see my notes with her handwriting saying 'ah zor dont sleep, wake up!'

this goes to show that my sleeping condition has been with me since like dunno when?

accounts and finance has been no good for me, just when i thought i can finally handle income sheets, balance sheet and cash flow statements came! i dont think i can get the question correct even if the cher allows me to bring the notes in! -.-

im starting to worry for my GEMS role play now. work tmr. not feeling well :/

its been long. yet the feeling comes back again and again

****

seen the report of the lady, that jumped down, joining his husband who died on the wedding night, sad.. why do it? after multiple attempts, its like they got the determination to do it, you stop them, you keep the keys, they just seem to have their way of ending their lives, why? fuck it. zzz

because life is so unfair. illnesses, devils, all the evil stuffs that make people suffer, so unfair. how nice is it if the world is free of such stuffs? nothing bad, no one suffers, kindness everywhere, no death, no hardship, no pain, no sadness, no poverty, free of heart breaking news of people dying with cancer, accidents, and free of accidents of people committing suicide. thank you. its been almost a year. i miss you.

TO INFINITY AND BEYONDDD~!

2010-06-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

and because my show is still loading, i shall blog about today! tag board so dead. erm. hello people. tag please. TOY STORY 3 IS GREAT! v v v v v v v GOOD! hee. its like the only cartoon that im so interested in watching! most of my friends know, i dont like cartoons. heh.

i've watched multiple times of toy story 1 and 2! pei me grow up eh! childhood memories. awwwwwwwww..

THUMBS UP FOR TOY STORY! :)

which cartoon characters you guys like? i like mr potato! hoho!

and because me and koon are so so full of popcorn! we headed for grocery shopping for picnic the next day, inspiration came and we decided to cook spaghetti for lunch! but after shopping and getting all our stuffs. we had our breakfast cum lunch at around 5. food preparation was fun but im like standing around doing nothing. mostly is koon and her daddy do ah! hee. her family hen cuteee. :) homed at 10 plus!

its yummy ok! haha. let's do it sometime again koon! hao ma? :D hee

2010-06-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

hello people! as promised! im back! for the past week. i've been away for

-tanjung pinang trip from 12 to 14.
-worked for communicasia 201o! from 15 to 18!

communicasia 2010 was really satisfiying, tired and blah blah. many exhibits! my job was basically to promote and ask people to subscribe to telecom magazines, giving out fliers blah. standing and walking around, repeating the same things over and over again, being rejected multiple times, meeting fun and weird people, knowing nice working mates.

seriously i think i have a problem with my tougue. out of 10 times, i stumbled more than 5 times. on 'available for subscription' 'only for this exhibit'.

the most embarrassing thing was: soft copy and hard copy. there's this visitor that heard me soft COFFEE and hard COFFEE. OH MY GODDD.... but nevertheless hit the sales target! yay me yay!

but on a negative side, besides having super super tired legs, i lost 20 bucks! was going for lunch with my evil twin chen zi xin and erm, dropped it and din realise it. sigh.

but its all the company and satisfaction that matters! :)

sunrise! low tide.

nah, pictures are not taken by me. i was sleeping most of the time there, must rest my brain! too taxing already! its like after the exams den im there already! so erm, im the first to go sleep and the last to wake up! should have a trophy presented to me! sleeping is the only thing that im good at. heh. been hiding from the sun, yet still tanned. zzz like a roast pig. heh.

rainbow!

high tide.

though I've been there many times, each trip, i never fail to have similar feelings. these feelings are like unexplainable. its so different from city life, Singapore. everyone here just study and study, working hard half of their life just to get more money, jump at every chance of getting promoted, buy the things they want, not need. these wants just keep increasing. its never enough. yet the people there are much more contented in just what they have. they dont have the money, they dont have a beautiful house. they do things which most of us dont even know such a thing existed.

which type do you guys prefer? for me, im not sure also. bye people!

i miss DEPM03 like mad. :) i miss everyone! :)

2010-05-31T11:05:00.000+08:00

spells H I A T U S!

having 6 papers in a week!

no updates. nothing worth updating about. you guys wont be interested to know what i ate for breakfast lunch and dinner, wont be interested to know my school school school work work work life. :)

given a choice, i'll choose not to give a damn about it. zz

till den!

2010-05-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

awww. sunrise! captured during the ntuc run event! pretty! i got like 35 mosquito bites. the mosquitos love me too much already! how nice will it be if mosquito suck FATS.. koonie hor. haha

nothings been up lately. lack of sleep. basically school, work, tutorials, projects, lectures. and have been falling asleep, bringing wrong notes in lectures. i can even fall asleep during group discussions. tsk.

have nothing to update already!

what most people need to learn in life is how to love people and use things instead of using people and loving things.

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2010-05-03T09:00:00.000+08:00

~~still alive. (:~~

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buffets anyone? hee. :)

-chinatown with shuzhen evelyn likoon and momo! friday

-went marina bay sands for a walk on fri night!

- swensens for lunch on sat! aunt treat :P

-tuition after that.

-tuition on sunday

-jp lunch with sheena and meiqi!

no pictures. :( and for now, my target is to survive the week.

tutorial with usual peeps later. dinner with meiqi later. tuition later.

"Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere; safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless."

— Unknown

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2010-04-26T09:57:00.000+08:00

eeyoreeeeeee. mr happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

IT lesson now. meeting meiqi for dinner later. tuition at night!

another week to surviveeeee!

TAN ZHI XIN ZORINE JIAYOU! you can de! :)

temp jobs intros anyone? :)

and because everything happens for a reason.. (:

2010-04-22T16:18:00.000+08:00

school has started for a week. and im worn out already. been falling asleep unknowingly at almost every lecture. work at douby has made me sore. the whole body. the results of not exercising since pe lessons stopped during sec 4 prelims! :)

this week. i....

-monday. school 8 to 3.30. 5.30 to tampines for recruit express work the next two days.

-tuesday. school 8.30 to 4. work at 6 to 11 at douby. homed at 12 plus.

-wednesday. school 9.30 to 11. worked at koryo till 4. worked at douby at 5 to 11. homed at 12 plus.

-thursday. which is today. school at 8 to 5. hk sharing session later.

tomorrow. school from 8 to 11. work at koryo.

okay. wish me luck.

THANKS ALOT TO MEIQI! FOR HER WHITE COLLARED SHIRT. AND BLACK OFFICE PANTS! LOVE HER! <3

2010-04-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

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work has been fun. after the busy hours, comes the chatting part. fun and laughters.

school's reopening. remind me to study everyday to raise my gpa.

on a positive side, im looking forward to see 03.

this april 13 or 20? i don't remember, but one of this two days, marks the day, where.

i started my poly life,

the first anniversary of meeting my 03 peeps

not forgetting, my lappy is one year old already!

the best thing about poly is. the friends! :)

firstly, i walked to the mrt on the first day of orientation with my dearest nai! <3 awkward. there's no topic. :P hor, evelyn. but months down the road. we can talk about anything! :) she's so so classic. with her eeyore. and many stuffs! yay. my usual project team! love you! continue to be sweettt. :)

then, comes chunmin! aka momo! so hard to find a picture of her! :) she's super sweet. with her calmness. but i like! <3 so clever with her work. :) my usual project work team! :)

koonieeeee. i have no difficulty in finding a picture with her eh. all filled with her pictures! :) my laopo. green line mate. my project work mate. my eating mate!

jiening. green line mate too! jenny! with her laughters. with her jokes. with her ' she me tai du' -.-! with her, there will be always laughter! :)

wanting! :) her sponge bob. her superb presentation skills. talking so so fast. thats her trademark! :)

jialeeeee. hello kitty! :) her 'not fierce voice'

leqi! jiale's twin! :) very cute with her kiddish voice. :) another hard to find pic. -.-

shuzhen! :) another classic girl. with her classic expressions. with her classic sentences. my big mu tou! always late for school. loves to eat bak kut teh and butter squid? haha :P

thanks for being my big mutou! :)

wen xuan! loves his mr happy! a very good friend. that helps my bring usb charger when mine is low batt. helps me to run to class to get my stuffs. :) i cant find a solo shot of him! :(

sarina! another hard to find picture.

shall skip this already! memories of 03!

sp flag day. :)

orientation

spgg dinner!

singapore water festival

sushi class!

there's alot more eh? but. i cannot find the pictures already! partly because im lazy to go facebook and find. :P

but. i just wanna say. you guys are GREAT. the best people that makes poly so so fun! :)

TAG PLEASE. :)

2010-04-10T20:03:00.001+08:00

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~~苦中作樂. 強顏歡笑.~~

人生就是要在每個地方, 每個人的身上,每個小小的細節中,不用斤斤計較,尋找屬於自己的快樂.. :)

2010-04-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

if everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.

if you tell the truth, you dont have to remember anything.

optimism is the madness of insisting that all is well when we are miserable

for everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything that you haev gain, you lose something else.

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very true eh? stay strong everyone! :)

holidays just seems to fly past. without really doing anything. =x

dreading school with a shitty timetable. heh.

2010-04-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

there are things that you dont want to think of, but you can't even forget.

there are things that you dont want to continue but you are afraid to end

its like you don't want to expect anything, but you are still willing to wait.

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2010-04-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

SPELLS YOGHURT! :)

dating with koon evelyn and momo! <3

anyone wants to date me for yoghurt! :)

2010-03-29T18:04:00.001+08:00

shall not post all the pics. might lag ur com! go facebook and have a look! haha :P HK trip definitely enjoyable! with 03 peeps! haha :P

DAY 1

at the airport! :)

reached! :)

first stop! repulse bay! :D

stanley market!

first meal wanton mee. not very nice though. :(

3rd stop! victoria peak!

on the tram! :)

waiting for our rooms! :)

tadaa! thats day 1!~ :)

day 2!

breakfast at hotel! :)

hongkong tourism board! :)

avenue of stars!

DISNEY LAND! :)

disney on parade! :)

the fireworks! :)

more of the pics are up on facebook! go see ok! haha. disney land stuffs are so cute! <3 shall go visit if have another chance! :)

taadaa! thats day 2! :)

day 3! OCEAN PARK! :)

sweet right! :)

tadaa! was here! :)

jelly fish kaleidoscope!

went ladies market! :) shop shop! eat eat! :)

had dim sum too! yum yum! :D

DAY 4. hongkong polytechnic university, hong kong CEC. hong kong jockey club. temple street, nathan street

DAY5 : marriot hotel, city gate, asia expo! :)

THAT'S ALL! day 4 and 5 not much pictures already! have to wait for others to upload pictures on facebook! :)

ending this post with this!

and they live happily every after! :)

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2010-03-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

hello people shall blog after the ICECE conference is over! :)

look very professional right :P like some minister thing. hee! the shirt super big. -.- xi guan already i guess.after so many events. :(

came across this. and found it really true. :P

till den! i'll be MIA from 22 to 26! HK!~ miss me! :D

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2010-03-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

would you be there. :)

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

2010-03-10T00:10:00.001+08:00

body world 6 march with koon evelyn and momo! guess it'll be quite sometime before we can meet up, koon and momo got 6 weeks attachment! :( jia you ok! miss you guys! must find one day meet again! :) lots of things undone! :) think its the last day of the body world exhibits and its a saturday, there's queue everywhere, queue when buying the tickets, queue when entering the body world exhibits.

the exhibits outside science centre, the only exhibit we are allowed to take picture of. since they dont allow photography inside the hall. :(

happy people with happy tickets. to think we are able to go in already! but no. :( there's a 1km queue outside body world. tsk tsk.

all the sian face. when we caught sight of the queue. -.- got so bored. and im the darkest. OMG. spot my hand! hee.

after ages of queueing. TT

no photography and usage of phone inside. so no pictures of body world already! anyway, there was such a long queue and they let in too many people inside the hall and we have to squeeze and queue just to have a closer look at the exhibits. 10 minutes inside the hall and we were separated already! -.-

after body world. the usual :) played around science centre. (:

fascinated!

teebee kid! :P

me like this one! evelyn hen ke ai! :)

omg. omg??! remember this? my nightmare for geo! shall end the body world post. no more pictures taken already! reason being evelyn has a date with her sissy. i have to rush to teach tuition. TT

went for sushi making on mon. location at Pat's kitchen! did something stupid. wasnt feeling very well cause din take lunch. not enough sleep, hot sun etc TT

nevertheless have fun! lazy to upload pictures one by one. shall wait for the group photos to be uploaded! instructor was nice, house v pretty, sushi very yummy!

till den!

on a random note, went online searching for Plastination. technique used in anatomy to preserve bodies or body parts. will you guys opt for the body donation program? hmmm. maybe i will! :) how about you guys! :D

feel like eating yoghurt now! date me peoplee! :)

2010-03-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

as promised!

woohoo. went celebrate after last paper! woohoo!

toys caught for the day.

credits to koonie. she screamed the whole arcade roof until it shakes. tsk tsk. that aunty super good :P

went nihon mura! again. initial plan was to go science centre see the exhibits. nevertheless had fun. :)

ytd! bugis with triplets. neoprints.

shall scan the neoprints when i have the time! :D

till den!

2010-03-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

hee. just a short picture of me. with newly caught cookie monster. our ding qing wu :P hee. shall update when i receive pics from peiqin! and when i have the time. hee.

enjoy your holidays people! :) miss me k! and meet up! <3

2010-02-25T23:29:00.001+08:00

it seems that after every paper we go out and celebrate? it motivates us to study for the next one! true? (: have to de-stress after econs! brain toturing. so glad its over. and there's LAW II next sem. wish me luck please...

had dinner at just acia! just ah cha. :P

happy people waiting for food :D

cookie monster loves ice cream! :D

after every meal must take picture! hee.

went kbox! :D

had a hard time squeezing inside this thing. do tell me that my body is long. teeheeee :D roamed around suntec and marina shop shop. tired but fun! always filled with laughters! <3

went jp with peiqin today. roamed at our favourite place jp for a few hours :S

love triplets! hee.

怪怪的好妙喔. ((:

work tmr. last paper on 2nd march! not yet started. but jy k!

add oil peopleee! :D

better late den never. :D

2010-02-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

last friday! :D buffet at nihon mura with evelyn, koonie and chunmin after our AVS presentation! this meal was late for like half a year! promised evelyn for her birthday, but was too busy to do so.. better late den never! :D

the story behind the garlic rice! wanted to order garlic bread. ordered wrongly. must be exam stress. but still finish it anyway, left the restaurant with bursting stomachs. they should have our pics on the hall of fame or something. for being able to finish so much food. hee.

went arcade played! and shopped! fun~ let's do it again sometime! hao ma? :D

meanwhile, let's jy for exams! :)

2010-02-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven. :D